Considering how hard i have been holding myself back from saying that i have feelings for you because i know that it's one sided, and now that i feel like we are drifting apart, maybe it's a good sign that i act that way.
I guess the reason why i love seeing familiar faces is because i will always end up feeling like an outcast within a group of strangers no matter how hard i try to fit in
there's this belief buried deep inside me that i can't date anyone until i've become the absolute best version of myself. first i need the career. then the body. then the confidence. then the life plan. and only after all that, i'm finally allowed to be loved.
I don't trust a southeast asian that says they love winter unless they have lived in a country with 4 seasons for at least a year
LIVED. Your one week vacation in hokkaido DOES NOT COUNT.