Looks like I did speak up. I did get help. I did reach out. Even if it wasnt to the police. I did tell someone. Documented all the way back to 2017. So dont lie about what you did. And to anyone saying im the one lying... stfu. 9 years. I am a survivor. Dont ever speak on my name calling me crazy, dramatic, or anything else. I honestly pray you never have to go through the same.
Like I literally have c-PTSD. Specifically a sub category called "battered woman syndrome". Google it. Educate yourself. But don't ever tell people I've lied about what I've been through.
Men will say they want a woman who gives them peace, but sometimes the same men are giving the woman absolutely nothing to feel peaceful about.
No consistency, no reassurance, no stability, plenty of problems and somehow she’s still supposed to be soft, happy and unbothered. Be serious. The way someone shows up in a relationship is affected by how that relationship makes them feel.
Oh so I can just say the word and both of our charges just go away??? Nahhhh. Ill take the charge so that I can expose it all 👀 was never me lying and being fake so lets do this.
There’s a silence in depression that doesn’t come from peace, but from complete emotional shutdown. It’s the silence of knowing you should care, should cry, should move but u don’t. And anxiety, cruelly, is still awake, filling that silence with a hundred screaming thoughts.
We have a solar eclipse, a meteor shower, a new moon, and a planetary alignment all happening today. Maybe the universe will reset a couple things. The universe's ctrl+alt+del?