Like why do you get mad or jealous because they’re doing these big things? Because you’re not doing it? That’s your own fault. Get up off your ass and be ambitious if you wanna make it & get somewhere.
If you don’t get happy & excited when your friends: succeed, meet their goal, are in the progress of completing an accomplishment, etc.. You’re fkn weird. You’re literally a hater. That’s all there is to it.