To be honest, my biggest prayer for 2026 is for ease. I don’t have the energy to struggle, and I don’t want to have to, not for a relationship, not for a job, not for money, not for anything.
Please, God, make the whole year soft.
Delayed grief is dangerous. You don’t cry. You’re numb and you move on like nothing significant happened. You keep suppressing everything until the day it finally escapes and when it does it's like a dam bursting, flooding your mind and heart, making it difficult to cope.
For so many reasons, and I’ve really checked and prayed.
I will marry well and marry only one person, and we will do life well and end well.
God will help us.