@fattykals whatttt i didnt realise ppl dont track their cals , before i eat for the day i decide my cal limit and map out everything i can eat that day to stay in my limit. if i dont i get to the end of the day feeling really hungry to realise i have 20 cals left </3 plus i hate omads so
sitting on a bench smoking .Was staring at a car cz i couldnt figure out if someone was inside or not. i get up like half an hour later .the car starts up n drives off fuck my life i was in my damn school uniform T-T
@lxvelettrs when i was at bmi 16 my ribs werent visible, im bmi 15 now and they arent either . its honestly js a weight distribution thing . i have a rlly prominent pelvis and collarbones and i was never too mad abt the ribs tbh
im tired of ppl being dense abt this . "im not losing weight for a man" Yes u are and thats fine stop pretending like we arent disordered, ppl have been assigning morality 2 this disorder for forever. I want to be skinny bcz i feel more of worth when im beautiful. so fucking what
"i just want to be skinny bcz i like it"Why does it matter how u look? It matters bcz we as a patriarchal society have assigned worth to beauty. U want to feel beautiful bcz it gives u value and makes u feel like u are more deserving of personhood than when u were ugly. #edrtwt
"i just want to be skinny bcz i like it"Why does it matter how u look? It matters bcz we as a patriarchal society have assigned worth to beauty. U want to feel beautiful bcz it gives u value and makes u feel like u are more deserving of personhood than when u were ugly. #edrtwt
i love it when ppl tell me that food is fuel and im beautiful no matter what it instantly destroys my disorder that defies logic as one of its main symptoms .. its always so helpful #edrtwt
@strvvelv no i was thinking that it was way too low to be possible, i mean surely not right?? idk , i never rlly fully understood how these things work other than low calorie = lose more weight . is it rlly possible to lose weight so fast?