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|| a diary for me ♡ || 20 || MDNI || edtwt || pro recovery just not in it ||

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

~not new but just relapsing <3
~20!! MDNI
~looking for friends ig?
~shall do weight measurements when i can get scales again 🙄
~genderqueer!! they/them 💜

* #edtwt #notprousingtags #anaed

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

im logging out, i love you all but this isn't healthy for me, the constant want and need to check on here and to keep myself perfect is going to slowly ruin me n i can see that. maybe one day i'll be back but i hope for myself i'm not. sorry all <3

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

things are starting to get messed up again and i don’t like it. i want control back ffs.

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

i’m so tired.

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

i wish i looked pretty again.

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

@1200burned awh wow !! that’s amazing, hope it’s all going okay !! x

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

i’ve been gone for like two months holy moly.

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

@1200burned i had surgery n kinda forgot an this place oops 🙃🥲. i hope you’re okay !! 🫶

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

is anyone up. i feel really shit.

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

gm my loves i hope everyone has a good day 🫶

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

i’m constantly TIRED ugh this is stupid 🙄

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

@hnin_02 hiii!! i’m okie, you? x

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

hi my lovelies i’m here again :) x

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

@pinkbunny266 i’m okie you? x

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

@pinkbunny266 hi lovey !! x

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

@carb0rexic judgement is the british spelling oop

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

literally just listening to songs that used to make me ball in tears to try n feel somet again but ig not :’)

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

cals burned **

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

hiiiii guys i did my first shift at my second job !!! 987cals and nearly 14,000 steps !!

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

work was so tiring and i d finally put in my 2 weeks and one of my new jobs has agreed to pay me £10 an hour and the other pays £10.50 an hour so i’m gonna be making bank 😍😍😍😍

[ana ♡ @anabubsxo]

hi my loves i’m sorry i’ve been so inactive life has been kinda sucky recently but i’m gonna try n be in more !! i love u all 💜🫶