anahazed

25
high sw & cw // shedtwt // minors dni
sw: 243 lbs ; cw: 159 lbs; ugw: 99 lbs

[peach wobbler🌸 @st4rvingpeach]

i’m wasting my 20s being fat

[anahazed @anahazedxx]

i wish i get to go home to my loved ones too

[anahazed @anahazedxx]

my time is running up

[anahazed @anahazedxx]

any ana coach? but i have a high sw lol

[anahazed @anahazedxx]

i catch myself w fleeting moments of seeking comfort in an expiry date to my life haha

[anahazed @anahazedxx]

i dreamt of my two hypothetical and unreal daughters and i woke up crying and it ruined my mood for the entire day

[grace🧁 4/10kg @fujograce]

i feel like im molesting people with my presence because of how fat i am

[lynn 🍮 @omadlynn]

“i need to lock in and lose weight” i say as i continue to eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and

[anahazed @anahazedxx]

all time low was puke coming out of my nose lmao

[gigi ۶ৎ @lacybees]

fat distribution is so weird bc yes my collarbones are visible and yes my thighs could sink a cruise ship if the opportunity presented itself

[lil .ᐟ.ᐟ @requiemofapupet]

weighing myself when i’m constipated knowing my real weight is lower but i can’t access that information

[˚˖𓍢🌷Arty ! ✧˚ semi recov.🎀⋆ @luvprincessc]

“I’M NEVER EATING EVER AGAIN I’M SUCH A FAT ASS OMG” me an hour later

[anahazed @anahazedxx]

big back moment is waking up in the middle of the night ⭐️-ving

[kitty @lightndelicat3]

no one talks abt starting at a high weight and losing so much and still having a lot left to lose. it’s so exhausting mentally it feels like it will never be enough. GRRRRR

[✿ @raiinyboots]

idk why people are so mean about high starting weights as if the stereotypical ed development isn’t a fat girl getting bullied for being fat

[maia ☆🇵🇸 @maiadidntwakeup]

That one ex-friend that was lowkey supposed to be in your life forever

[anahazed @anahazedxx]

i got it back slay queens

[anahazed @anahazedxx]

villain story is losing my period AGAIN.

[lila @tuliepi]

bitches be lying bc i definitely feel better and happier when i’m skinny

[pixie ♡‧₊𖤐˚ 〖 🔞minors DNI!!! 🔞(6/10) 〗 @dietpixiie]

losing weight for what? to go out with the friends i don't have? to have sex with the boyfriend i won't get? to look good for the strangers i don't meet? why am i doing this?

[anahazed @anahazedxx]

biggest dilemma lately; eat more so i can exercise and run longer OR eat less but can’t even run properly lol