Missed a ft from my gf because I didn’t have my phone with me and it’s genuinely bringing me even closer to cutting I hate period hormones and I hate RSD
I don’t know why I get SO insanely depressed around and during my period, every single time I’ve relapsed recently has been the week before my period and I KNOW my period is coming but I still can’t get myself to not want to cut despite the logic
Guys I’m so tired but every time I close my eyes to sleep my brain convinces me I’m about to die
There’s literally nothing wrong with me aside from a (very NOT life threatening) blood disorder that I already knew I had but it was confirmed today.
I hate spiraling like this