@rileystarves have been since a kid, around age 13 i started becoming more average then my ed developed and i went back to underweight, went into treatment last year, went to healthy weight for like 4 months then relapsed now im underweight again
@bIondecity i was at my first party, got drunk for the first time sat on a couch w him, layed on his shoulder then he lifted my chin to face him and he kissed me it was rly sweet, then we made out and theres a vid of it π
@yewzno like in all seriousness i want to die peacefully like in my sleep or smtn but like it would be cool af if i like died in a super weird way, like that way people could remember me
@vicbrtz i started recovery abt a year ago, and relapsed in march-ish , me and my fam were always fighting and it caused a relapse and now im really struggling again
ok dilemma - i have my drs appt on monday afternoon and i need to be at least 110 by then and rn i have been fasting for the fast 5 days bc my hoco is tmrw night but now im at 99 so within like 1 1/2 days i have to gain or like seem like i gained 11 lbs in 1 1/2 days
@icecals well, kinda boys cause male validationππand myself cause i wanna like how i look in clothes and i wanna like what i see in the mirror and just random people like i wanna be seen as small and like very pretty to everyone