a SCARY amount of us ARE in the depths of depression and just trudging through it. I don't think people understand how many people are literally at their very. last. Fucking. straw.
No one realized my drinking era wasn't about me having fun ! It was about numbing the pain & getting drunk enough to forget how much I was hurting inside !
Sometimes I don’t even know what’s happening in my life. Life keeps teaching me lessons I never asked for, giving me experiences I never wished to have. Yes, they made me stronger but honestly, I never wanted to become this strong. I just wanted a simple, happy heart.
Anyone else stuck in this weird cycle where work is so exhausting that your hobbies feel like too much work, so you don’t do them, and then you go back to work upset that you didn’t take time to do the things you enjoy?
Nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live between "things will get better" and "I can't handle this anymore." Your emotions swing constantly, leaving you feeling both hopeful and defeated in the same day.