reworking a starfucker reject about showing off and being the best to add a bridge and an outro about how it's all fake and wishing you were the perfect confident girl you talked about in the verses but in truth you just feel miserable..... insane
BECAUSE I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COULDN'T EVEN BE HER IF I TRIED!!!!!!!!!!! I'M OPPOSITE I'M ON THE OTHER SIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL ALL THESE FEELINGS I CAN'T CONTROL.... OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO