suicidal ideation is crazy cause why am i eating a breakfast english muffin and thinking about blowing my shit smoove off. like nothing bad is even happening
have a bad habit of isolating myself when i feel bad & i often feel bad. dont want to be around anyone dont want to bring anyone down dont want to be seen dont want to be a burden. & when its over & i look up years have gone by & im all alone & missing time & everyone else too