going to a party and getting passed around from lap to lap while being pet and given shots to keep me as ditzy and giggly as possible >>>>>>
or just an older guy in general who tells me how stupid i am for going out without someone there to protect me and swears me he will be that someone for me... and then rapes me in the back of his car
you're the perfect pet. obedient, eager, willing. waiting for their command, allowing yourself to be used to their amusement because it makes you feel useful, isn't this what you've always wanted?