sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐

tw for self harm(no photos). ଘ( ᴗ͈ ᴗ͈)ഒ trying to recover but its difficult ૮ ․ ․ ྀིა -16 dni

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

˚₊‧꒰ა ₍ᐢ. ̫.ᐢ₎ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚⠀ ꒰ #promotwt, #moothunt ꒱
sua / angel
8teen ﹔　any pronouns

꒰ঌ ૮ ོ .• ༝ •. ོ𑁬 ໒꒱

°₊·꒰ა #shtwt #recoverytwt #988twt #ouchietwt #alnst ໒꒱ ‧₊°

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

i was gonna fillet my arms tonight but then i wrote a suicide note that im not even gonna send then watched a movie so im fine now

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

ngh hear me out

[⭒˚.⋆Lemon˚.⋆⭒ is fat (-5.1/28kg) @cheesecakeforks]

My arms are begging me to cut them

[coaco🃏°𓏲ּ𝄢 || shedrtwt @phobadoobee]

me after telling the doctor i don’t cut my self or think of suicide

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

these are overrated, i got one good styro in before it got dull

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

sua blade (//✚ . ^) ໒꒱

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

@IreumNim130666 i did but then after i got hospitalized it was too warm out to do it again

when it gets colder out trust,,,

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

sua blade (//✚ . ^) ���꒱

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

@n0th1ng2live4 IM LITERALLY FUTABA 🥹🥹🥹

[☣︎ @grimlun]

do my dark circles and deteriorating health make me look hot

[chessie♟️ @n0th1ng2live4]

#promotwt #introtwt

♟️﹐ıllı chessie! # ᶻz﹕
𝜗𝜚 she/her ; 18 @ ::
┆i post abt my ed, sh﹒꩜
┆and wanting to die ﹒ ♡
✦. ⊹ ˚ . ♡/⟳ 2 be oomfs

#shedtwt #988twt
#arttwt #p4twt #p5twt

[‿ ̣̣̣֦♡ 𐐽᜔ַֺ ຼ͜i⑅l 𓏼Ი ᰍ ݃ ݁ᣟ݂ @paccieI]

*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me
*paws at u* cut me

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

this would make me kms

[claire @clairemilize]

🙁

[D∑IMOS / ꓘHAZ @AMID_UHDEL]

why is it always "ppl with bpd are angels who dont know anything at all" or "people witj bpd are demons and if you date one it will fuck with you for the rest of your life" instead of "people with bpd are normal people like us who struggle with xyz symptoms"

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

i hope i hit an artery tonight

[amira ⋆｡°✩ || spamtenna healings ❤️‍🩹 @amirazure]

how it feels having BPD

[vanta🔺️ @_itsvantablack]

Having bpd and ocd is truly hell on this app bc whenever I have the unfortunate privilege of witnessing someone else with bpd crashing out on here and it attracting such vile hate i get the compulsion to immediately distance from anyone I talk to in fear that im evil

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

this is killing me so bad ???? when I work in a hospital im NEVER asking any of my patients that

[✶ @suwibi_n]

what years of passive suicidality does to your brain
i can't do it -> i will kms
i don't know what to do -> i will kms
im scared -> i will kms
this is hard -> i will kms
im sad -> i will kms

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

@HoshiiNoMay we'll have to see, idk if my body just stopped reacting to sertraline all together or what

im making an appointment soon because my girlfriend is like begging me to change something with my meds

[sua ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ @ang3lsua]

i'll start it :3

sertraline 100mg
hydroxyzine 25mg prn
melatonin 10mg
iron 65mg
vitamin d3 50mcg

im also supposed to be on 50mg of adderall but i dont take it

[cc @ccfaun]

surprised there's never been a trend on here where people post their full list of meds. or maybe there has and i'm just blind idk...