Jerald Edric 👑

I read medical books for fun.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Happy Birthday, starlight.

Your shine against my dark sky,
Willing to gaze for eons.
Seemingly forever present,
Yet impossibly distant.

The last birthday,
I may ever catch.
For what is your light, really,
But a fleeting reflection,
Of a dying- no,
Of an *already dead, star.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Alright fine I'll give it one last go.

Despite everything, I will choose to trust you.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

I don't care whatever resurrection dream I get again,

Just please visit me...
Please.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

These days, I miss you so much that it aches.

I try so hard to protect the same traumatised boy that came to your room whenever things got so heated.

Now I can't even hug you to make the noise fade away.

I can't go back to that same bedside. It's gone.

You're gone.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

You're kinda cute for that

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Hayz can't say I'm surprised cuz this wasn't the first time you left me in the air without telling me.... on a Saturday....

Maybe forgiving you was a mistake

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

AUGUST 3, 2026~

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Why do I even bother

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Choosing to make actual plans with that drunkard and actually sticking to it was all the disrespect I needed to detach.

The nerve of you to cancel out on me but be one call away for that failure.

All that and STILL, no verbal apology.

I don't even know you anymore.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

It's sad to think that I turned down better opportunities just to wait for potential that never came into fruition.

It's been years, and everyone remained the same.

A shame.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

I was lucky enough to meet you when you shined so brightly.

To see you dim yourself
But never reaching out,
Not even to me,

While all I could do is watch you crash yourself down,

Has got to be the biggest heartbreak I could never even attempt to mend.

How do I mourn for it?

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

I mean, if you look like slop

Why would anyone bother looking at you anymore?

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Take a good look at what failure looks like.

Now walk out of that room and never turn back.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Suddenly ok lang pala sakin mag-rounds sa umaga

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Ok new work crush unlocked. Where have you been all these years.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Siomai with munggo kinda slaps

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

I saw someone who dressed like you,
Pushing a shopping cart,
Together with someone else.

I don't know why that stung.

Maybe that WOULD be you one day,
And if it makes you happy,
I hope it will be.

But I also hope I never get to see that version...

For the rest of my life.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

The way I folded so fast is kinda embarrassing 😌

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Alam mo yung pagod ka na nga sa trabaho tapos kasalanan ko pa pala na makatulog agad paguwi :>

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Deep breaths.
Tight chest.
Life.
Death.

[Jerald Edric 👑 @ang_jerald]

Universe really said it's time to lose my mind over someone completely uninterested yet again 😌