˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele

hi i promise i’ll stop changing my name rn

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

reminder: recovery is good for you

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

didn’t think my depression playlist was good until my walk 💀 im crying my eyes out 😭

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

man i forgot this was edtwt. oh no 😭 good bye notifications 😭

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

no no. no. i am NOT. NOT. having a bpd episode night AGAIN. TOO TOO many of those and i HATE them

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

i feel more stable in my relationship. only small doubts creep in. not all the time but sometimes but i think that’s really good progress.

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

ngl i think about it all the time and how far away i’m now from it. it’s good, i hope.

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

GUYS I HIT MY LOWEST WEIGHT AND MY GOAL WEIGHT !!!!!!

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

- for as long as i could remember, i looked at myself and i didn’t recognise myself. and it’s so so scary. it was like a different person staring back at me everytime i saw myself. that’s a thing i hate about bpd. i’ve never saw the real me until this year.

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

so i haven’t been on here for a while and honestly it’s been rlly good for me. i’ve stopped obsessing over checking an account. i’ve been away from negativity and going on with my life. i’ve done a lot of things to which i’m really not proud of -

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

- because now when i look in the mirror, my automatic reaction is “oh god i’m so ugly i can’t go out like that” but i’m not. i just have to trust myself better. one thing i like about myself is that i can finally see who taniele truely is -

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

i’m feeling so terrible

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

#emptyfeeling is #back 🤩🤩😻😻

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

i forgot how much i hate school

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

me: has a nervous breakdown on the bus, midway to school so i just don’t get off and now idfk where i am

[˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ taniele @angelicalbby]

honestly i’m feeling good. no empty feels heheh #bpd can’t stop me 😆