People think depression means your sad and crying all the time. Depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think , i don't respond to things , nothing is interesting , i just feel empty. not sad , just blank. I have a lot of days like this and they are hard .
& another thing... I had to learn to stay away from the ppl who made me MEAN or CRAZY or VERY REACTIVE because l've come to realization that, that's not me & that's not who l wanna be so if you bring it up out of me I gotta dissociate from you I gotta go.🚶🏽♀️
i saw a TikTok earlier this week, where this girl was manifesting by using the phrase "show me how good it can get".... and I haven't stopped saying it since. i'm open, God. show me how good it can get.