sat on a bench outside today and listened to their music for the first time since everything’s happened and just cried and cried and cried ❤️ despite everything i am so lucky to love something as much as i love them
hi 💟 feeling absolutely everything today, it’s all just still so heavy, sending all my love to all of you on here. i am forever so grateful for the community and love ive found bc of them
Zayn paid a heartfelt tribute to Liam Payne during his Wolverhampton show tonight:
‘So I’ve been doing something at the end of the show every night, and it’s dedicated to my brother Liam Payne. Rest in peace, I hope you’re seeing this. We’re in your hometown tonight, Wolverhampton. This is for you, Liam.’ ❤️🩹
#ZaynSTTSTour
just the thought of them having to see each other because of these circumstances makes me so fucking sick and they cant even have the right to privacy oh my god
those boys have always been my a constant in my life. Whenever ive felt like things are out of my control, the one thing that i knew would always have was my love for those boys because I knew no one could ever take that from me. i could never give back what theyve done for me
Even when I wasn’t the most involved in what they were doing just their state of being kept me at bay.and one of thems not here anymore and the rest are hurting oh my god
my world feels so off balance they’ve been the center of my life for ten years. they’ve been my motor my engine my reason for everything every single cliche you can think of. I want them to have everything and this is killing me more and more by the second