Laura

𑣲 they/them 𝄞 15+ plz

— cw: 81kg || gw: 63kg || ugw: 50kg ♡

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

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⠀ `· . Laura﹒ 19ꜝ
ˋ°•*⁀➷ bi / they / gad mdd (bpd?) ana / Lexapro princess ⟡
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[Laura @angelswillnvr]

@thehedrta ughh i feel this!! it’s okie ur oomfie to me <3

[c @cokebeyc]

im worried about everything but dgaf about anything

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

im falling apart and crumbling on the inside. i hate myself

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

stop trying to make summerween happen! it’s not going to happen!

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

i wont have to worry about gas money if i just don’t use my car. if i dont have to work i dont have to use my car.

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

ive been isolated for so long i like it. everyday i am reminded why i dont go out.

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

can i be unemployed forever? im lowk privileged enough to be able to but i want my personal life. i want my personal income. if i cannot control my mind id like to control my money. i just don’t want to go out anymore

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

i’m so tired of thisss

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

my life is literally crumbling and i couldn’t care because ill be dead soon

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

dont get me started on how we always played tag but really they called me “bloody mary” and then they would all scream and run away while i chased them. holy shit im just now realizing i was getting treated awful in school and at home

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

all roads lead back to how people used to play this game in catholic school called “run from the gay” i was the only openly out gay kid and my girl classmates would run away screaming anytime i would try to get close to them

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

@JesusIsComing67 god isn’t real. if he was i would’ve never been abused by my own family. god wouldn’t have killed my parents in the same year when i was 14. god wouldn’t help me when i begged him to guide me somewhere better. when you die it will just be black dont waste ur breath

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

lowk guys life is pointless. nothing you do will matter when you die. all the starving, cutting, embarrassments, and success. none of it matters now. humans were never supposed to live like this. the humans who discovered we can just be greedy and allow our poorest citizens todie

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

i have people at work will ask if im okay but i can’t even be honest there. i started immediately freezing up and now i’m ruining it for myself

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

my mental health keeps ruining my life. i wish my mom never did what she did to me. i wish i never survived my first attempt. i hate that i just have to push forward but i’ve been telling myself that since 1st grade. it’s so hard for me to be myself anymore

[samantha @mobilesuitsam]

when you can see the pattern repeating

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

🙃

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

u think i don’t it’s always been my fault? like i still will call my old friends the problem. so deep in denial im fucking finding pyramids

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

i hope reincarnation isn’t real I CANNOT repeat life

[Laura @angelswillnvr]

and don’t tell depressed people that it will get better. no Shannon it never does