That Chud guy handled the prosecutors office an awful lot of evidence for premeditation. If you're doing everything in your power to instigate a fistfight so you can end it with a gun, have said as much outright, and have documented your repeated history of doing so, you're hosed
It actually goes back to when Obama first became president and begged RBG to retire and she said no because she wanted the first female president to replace her as if we were getting one after Obama.
Selfish. Cocky. Typical.
No one actually likes you when you're depressed. Plain and simple. We can talk all day about mental health and how important it is, but the moment you are depressed, people start to distance themselves. They see you as negative, a burden, and someone too heavy to handle.