saw a woman on tiktok say 'the food noise will always be there no matter what, but i can choose to live with it in a bigger body or i can choose to live with it in a smaller body' and holy fuck you're right let me lock the fuck in
@kittycatreii making uquizes, going for a walk so i’m not physically in the house, drinking at least 2 cups of boiled water to prevent a binge, watching vintage movies for thinspo, making Pinterest boards….
Do u ever get weird flashes of clarity where ur like omg im crazy this is crazy i m not even that fat why am i doing this and then u look in the mirror and ur like oh yea thats why
sometimes i get moments of lucidity where I go “f this ed, i was a healthy weight before”. but those 10lbs made such a difference to my face and overall figure I can’t go back