A.Nicole 🌻

Wife 11/23/2019💛 Elijah 08/31/2021 💙🦖Ivory 🦋🤍 05/01/2024

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

I gave birth to the most perfect little boy last night. He weighed in at 6lbs 15oz and 19inches long (slanky like his daddy). Elijah James we love you so much already

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

What’s done in the dark always come to the light.

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

How can you fake innocence when you’re guilty 🫣 embarrassing ass

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

I give up

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

What do you say to someone who has no fight left?

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

Seeing everyone else getting their little girls this year stings in such an awful way.

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

Stepped out of the house for the first time this week and spent $700 😭 at least my brakes are done and we have the house stocked with groceries 🥲

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

These bitches here really don’t understand I’m the true definition of a crash out 😭😭 please stop fucking with I’m not sane I’ll ruin your life, you mama, and grandma just for fun

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

So ready to go skate tonight. 🛼

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

The fact my child knows to bless the bottle is sick 🫣

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

How people treat you in your lowest moment is how they really feel about you. I just never expected it to be you.

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

Because the last month hasn’t been the worst of my life, add more to the pile, fuck me right? 🙂‍↕️

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

My favorite part of the whole day was being able to see my dad , everything else was just a bonus 🫶🏾

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

The urge to call off tomorrow is so strong 😭😑

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

I really don’t know where I would be without my MI friends, having no family fr here has made this whole journey 10 times harder but I thank God for them pulling me out of my hole

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

Living in a state of fear is exhausting, I just want the hard part to be over

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

“You should just terminate now you won’t make it another two weeks”
“If there is a heartbeat next appointment”
“You’re 25, and can try again”
Why must doctors make this more traumatic than it already is.

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

Going back to work showed me how much I truly am appreciated at this job, the whole day my colleagues just stopped by with sweets, encouraging stories and hugs, blessed is an understatement

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

I showered today and went grocery shopping

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

I just want to stop crying

[A.Nicole 🌻 @anicolejackson]

Dear Lord,

I know you give your toughest battles to your strongest but please for once I don’t want to be the strong one anymore. I know at the end of the day it is your will and your word is final and I won’t question you but please I just want my joy back.

Amen.