The world loves authenticity but not too honest to a point that triggers them or make them think you’re weak.
Vulnerable but not too “vulnerable”
If that make sense
You don’t know how much shits you’ve taken until you can compare. That place gives you nth but multiple mental illnesses, damaged immune system and once a cancer report.
Seeing all my friends suffer from it time to time.
It still hits hard.
I no longer believe in myself. I’m not gonna make it. I’m tired. Just it be.
Yes you can always keep going when you have a healthy body but that’s not me. I do not have that.