Lord, if I’m not meant to have it… please remove the desire from my heart to have it. Please, God, give me four more months to cherish it all and make peace with everything, just like I did before. And after that, please… help me let it go slowly, and find peace in its absence.
aku gapapa kalau memang ga ditakdirkan menikah and I’m okay if a romantic relationship isn’t meant for me… tapi, aku gabisa pasrah karena aku pengen sekali jadi seorang ibu 🥺
I will burn that ship if I have to. I know the ship has a lot of potential, but I can’t live my life in the shadow of potential…
So I’ll burn it, because I know how to fucking swim.