here’s your reminder that unless someone explicitly told you with their words they are upset with you, there is no need for you to worry yourself sick. you have no mental or emotional obligation to people who do not communicate with you. no matter how much you love them
at some point, you just realize that there are way more important things in life than worrying about what everyone else is doing and always wondering what other people think about you. all you can really do is try to have a pure heart in everything and let that speak for itself