Always thinking about what I can do to make my life better and there is no easy answer. My future was determined by a strangers bad decision and not only has it effected my life but more people then it needed to. Can't wait for change. ๐
When all the good you hope for doesn't make an appearance and your positivity gets trumped by so much negativity. seeing the best people who deserve everything and sacrifice everything have to struggle, how is that fair? Can't we all have a fair chance at being happy?
Always tried to be the positive one in the room.. See through the darkness and try to find some light at the end of the tunnel.. It's not easy. Much harder than you'd think ...
The only time my mind is at rest...
Funny, I actually tried to think of a time. Not even when I'm sleeping, that would be too easy. #prayingforstrenth#needingbetterdays
Forever replaying in my head reasons why my life is the way it is right now. Can't seem to find any peace in my thoughts anymore.. 4 years of pain, frustration, sadness, annoyances, confusion... I just need some peace and quiet up there. Im so over this life I'm living.
How do you put into words how one person's actions have completely altered your entire life for the past 4 years...
Needing a guardian angel to help me get through that day.