crying of embarrassment and softness as i watch my prof dedicate the video to me at the start of a recorded lecture (im his beadle and he told me off cam im the best)
also, why are people still expected to go to f2f work given these conditions? profit loss seems to be more important than people's actual lives. fuck the government and fuck these companies. this is so dystopian.
i'm not a fan of flowers before until someone gave it to me without having to ask. that's when i realized i'm not fan of asking, i want something to come naturally. without begging. i want someone willingly to give me the things that i deserve