Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌

I said I'd wait forever. I still mean it 💚

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

I'll keep scooping these feelings up, putting them into words, and throwing them out there. Love letters folded into paper planes and thrown from a window. I don't expect anything from it- consider it a writing exercise. I've just got extra time I don't have the energy for now.

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

Talk my ear off again. Even if I don't always have a lot to say in return. Tell me about the covers you want to do and the roleplay ideas and the lore. You could talk all day and I'd never get tired of it. My memory is bad, but I'd do my best to remember for you.

[Djej Funny @DjejFunny]

#signalis pieces I'm reuploading

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

Time was going by pretty fast these past few months. I thought it was because I was doing better, or maybe just getting older. The last few days have been. Really slow. I'm thinking it wasn't me at all. I wonder if she's keeping busy.

[ノド @Nodoka_076]

#Arknights
#silence
赫默

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

@TheDoctor861 I do too! It's a very charming thing about her. I'm glad you saved them.

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

Laughing with a few tears in my eyes as I realize I have a good reason to not touch Genshin again: whenever someone requested humming she often went with the title theme. It'd give me a bit too heavy of a mood for doing dailies in a gacha game.

[NADP+ @lushlake0871]

Rex doodle

[はっしー/はしたろ @hassyhashihashi]

推し活って、推しからレス欲しがったり要求したり接触求めたり最前取りたがったりチェキ回しまくったりで自分のシェアを大きくすることじゃなくて、推しの良さを一緒に語ったりライブを楽しんだりコンテンツとして素晴らしさを広めてシェアできる仲間を増やすことなんじゃないかと思う。

[越前蟹 参号 @Kani_Etizen03]

再掲

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

It's like when she was drunk and talking about laundry and what everyone did that day. I said I'd mostly been cleaning and doing laundry, and said it was like we did it together just because we both did that day. Really made my heart skip a beat.

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

Sunny today! I go on a walk earlier than she's awake. And then she does later in the day. Sometimes. It's not at the same time, and definitely not the same place. But it's nice to know we do the same thing.

[##/fevercell🎨 @jasonbrod3]

飛翔を願うすべての人へ

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

@shepgirl_ Yeah 🥺🥺🥺

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

@TheDoctor861 And she remembered! That's one of the things that I liked first about her.

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

@TheDoctor861 She's precious and one of a kind. All the memories are irreplaceable treasures. It hurts a lot now, but I don't think it'll be so sad forever. Even if it takes a while. Thanks for being here.

[sucction @sucction1]

#drawkaia
comm'd by an anonymous kaianeer-lurker, posted with their permission.
art by @417YXq1Itw21499

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

I'd thought I was mostly done crying yesterday, but I can't even walk past the piano here without it bringing the tears. Hearing her play was really nice. I hope she plays it more and enjoys it.
And I really, really hope she's not lonely.

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

I've always dealt with feelings mostly in my own head, but this amount of grief and regret is overflowing. I'll look like I'm in denial and hopelessly longing for a while. I want to spit it all out.
Right now? I'd call her a dummy for making me cry so much.

[Codex 🐑🌾|🕊️💌 @anomalouscodex]

Eyes are a bit swollen today...
Even though it's cloudy here, the sun still rose like any other day. It even poked through the clouds when it came up over the mountains. I like cloudy days, but I hope wherever you are the sky is bright and blue.