astrid

a half of a whole // a flickering loading bar of neon warning lights and static // pixelated longings waiting for actualization // a half, but still whole

[astrid @anonullus]

{14}STEADY.
carry those who make you
stronger. |
write, daily.
love, always.
erase, never.
these are #lessonsinfaith
& you're nearly
there

[astrid @anonullus]

{13}turmoil & soiled fingers
streaking childhood flashbacks
& inadequacy
an all too potent reminder.
stay the course
stay the course
#stay

[astrid @anonullus]

{12}BALANCE, hold in your hands wants | & recognise. these are not needs. you grow | you move | these hands work #miracles without entwining

[astrid @anonullus]

{11}deliberate, withdrawal tastes sickly but do not back down.
this is #creation of souls
marked separate
yet still whole |
still #holy

[astrid @anonullus]

{10two}LEMNISCATE
our names are caught & swallowed,
exhaled & g{r}asped over air l
loops & whirling & static & whirring
"what a lovely view"

[astrid @anonullus]

{10one}INFINITUM
"i love you, be patient. our time will come."
this is divinity, this is need |
come, the calm place in the storm
is here

[astrid @anonullus]

{9}spill, frankness & {p}leading tomorrows | stretch hands 8k in miles | i would cross them, had i the reach
two can tango:only one can leap

[astrid @anonullus]

{8}SEEK, searching for balance under watchful eyes | backspace erase ESC |
aches & pains, shakes & stains |
put them to use
& call it growth

[astrid @anonullus]

#soundtrack, ii: "and i know that i
am honored to be
witness
of so much majesty."
#Stars - #SaraTeasdale
https://t.co/bffByUwLYJ

[astrid @anonullus]

{7}FORGE, find yourself in dulled metals | find yourself in the heat | home left; you're still here | home left, but #resurgence is a theme

[astrid @anonullus]

{6}SINGULAR, cracked&absent | 5 months in the past, post-tense | lonesome but determined | i refuse to sink with the ship | #stormwater

[astrid @anonullus]

{4|5}recovery,breath caught in necessary isolation | gasp for breath & stand | solid foundations exist: look inside yourself & stand & stand

[astrid @anonullus]

#soundtrack, i: "be my rest, be my fantasy". [repeat, repeat, repeat] @sufjanstevens, should have known better https://t.co/u5dzUjHTIm

[astrid @anonullus]

{3|4}turbulence, ship rocked shipwrecking | i drown myself in salt | you disappear without fading | i, paralyzed, shed strength in falls.

[astrid @anonullus]

{2,3}dismantle, foundations shaken | sleepless & lost, weep confusion into gravity blend 2 | what happened here? | what happens next? #warp

[astrid @anonullus]

{2}ILLUMINE, comfort crafted abstract angles, bared in nude moments | this is solace this is sanctuary | vulnerability is a{r}mour | here.

[astrid @anonullus]

{1}FIREWORK, we clutched for light & keened as we came | lust in souls, trust in space | sparked & longing in tempotandemtime. #myfirstTweet