I just really want a guy friend thats idk Trans too, so we could chit chat about video games or talk to each other, i dont know if am starting to sound clingly and I hate it because am like a loyal dog and I cant help if
I just realized how fucling lonely I am really, all my girls are ignoring me and honestly i at this rate I have higher chances at having online friends on the worse parts of the internet than even try to socialize like a normal humam being
Am not mentally together and a
I wanted to binge, instead of eating 3000kcals like I wouldve ended up doing, I am sitting here with a cappuccino eith 2 tablespoons of condensed milk thats roughly 200-250 kcals of liquid cald
Which is better, its better because I wont gain and nobody can tell me no
↩️sucking in__________ not sucking in➡️
Even after recovery and now relapsing am lucky my bones still show after a 10kg weight gain that I fucking hate so much
Listening to my own subliminal playlist and my mom said I lost weight, I r3laps3d in sh, I feel so great and horrible at the same time, it hate myself, am gonna go back to 50kg and never gain ever gain. I hatelove life
@springflingana For almost a whole year and now its back. Eating me alive the hardest. And am a healthy weight too, but I rather go back to being 50kg again