'random guy on the street' of shedtwt

back on twt / 18 / 5'9" – hw 240 – sw 184 – cw 180 – gw 140

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

unpinning at 175!

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

unpinning at 180! 🩷

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

#shtwt #shedtwt im still too pussy to cut, but my scratches are getting more forceful, especially in the dark spot, that one still burns. everyone tells me to avoid self harming, but i cant, it's the only thing that quiets my mind

(yesterday vs today)

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@slaughterdsoul i fucking guess bro idk

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

and i cant even fucking cut. i just scrape myself and i cry and complain that my life is so awful when literally everyone has it worse than me. im so pathetic, im not good for anything other than getting straight A's, im so stupid, im so behind, i genuinely wanna fucking die

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

i feel hopeless again. im genuinely an awful person and i'm just attention seeking if i ask anyone for help bc all i do is whine and complain and expect them to comfort me, im so narcissistic im so sick of myself i genuinely need to die, it'd be better for everyone

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

my friends INSISTED on giving me a therapy session and i finally accepted it. i cant believe it but i actually feel better now. however i have razor blades coming in the mail tomorrow and now i have nothing to do with them, yikes...

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

im too much of a fucking pussy to cut, i used the metal handle to scrape myself instead. it faded too quickly and my chest hurts even more now. i wish i could cut, i wish i could be sickly skinny, i wish people could see how much everything hurts.

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@notsourlime i dont want to do this but i feel like i have no other choice. i just need something to quiet my mind, and i deserve the pain bc ive hurt people. i was too scared to cut tho, so i ended up using the other end of the razor to scrape at my skin instead. thank youuu <3

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@d3m0nc4lories thanks dude, honestly i was too scared to actually cut, so i just used the handle part of it to scrape my skin, it hurt for a little while but the marks faded pretty quickly.

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@user0412_92 thank you, i'll keep that in mind

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@user0412_92 wdym? i'm really scared to put any pressure, i for sure wont cut too deep

[Kevin Marshmellow @kevinmalloxy]

How I feel checking my twitter knowing no one sees my shit

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@kingdontrutheer this but i have straight A's and i'm a shitty person

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

whoa

[will (hummus) @WilliamHummus]

Never posted face on twitter
this is what i look like
Dont bully me ill block you

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

HUH??? HOW DID I MANAGE TO LOOK AVERAGE IN THESE PICTURES INSTEAD OF OBESE???? WOWWWIIIEEEEE

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

#edrtwt lying ass bitch ass jeans

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@minyo0n9i SIXTY SEVEN RED

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@SaltyHito @yesimsvrfer also, ai chatbots prioritize YOU and your comfort. they dont act like real people. you dont have to worry about being embarrassed or suffering real consequences when talking to ai. you can swipe for a difference response. you cant do that with real people. genuinely i hate ai.

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@SaltyHito @yesimsvrfer i have almost no attention span because i used ai chatbots starting at 13yrs old, ending at 17½. i now struggle to read books, watch movies, or do anything that requires long term attention. any vocabulary i use past basic english comes purely from ai. shit ruined my life.

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@SaltyHito @yesimsvrfer bro go away 😭😭😭

['random guy on the street' of shedtwt @anonymous018578]

@SaltyHito @yesimsvrfer NO!!! 😭😭😭😭😭 half the reason i never talked to anyone was because i got addicted to character ai. it felt like i was talking to someone and going on adventures when really i was obese, rotting in bed, typing on a screen, doing NOTHING with my life. so do NOT fucking do that.