⭐️vingAna

23 | lw - 104lbs bmi: 16.8 | sw - 160lbs | cw - 124.6 | gw - 100lbs | AN

[⭐️vingAna @Anonymousxq2s]

₊˚✩彡 edtwt intro

✩ 24
✩ Ana - relapse after 3 years. sw: 160lbs | cw: 124.6lbs | lw: 102lbs
✩ basic dni, anti-fatphobia, anti-meanspo

May not follow back minors! Looking for moots over 18!
︎︎♡/↻ to be moots ✩˚₊
#edrtwt #ricecaketwt

[⭐️vingAna @Anonymousxq2s]

@wingedrina I was comfortable in my own destruction. When life had no purpose, my ugw became my purpose. It was all I had to strive for, and I fear I’m looking for that again. Life is losing its meaning, its direction. So I’m looking for that comfort I’m used to.

[⭐️vingAna @Anonymousxq2s]

Has anyone tried Ayahuasca? I’m repeatedly being told to give it a try and that it’ll help all my trauma and ptsd lol

[🦋 @leftunsents]

what substance do i have to abuse to enjoy living

[⭐️vingAna @Anonymousxq2s]

@blondiesluvr It’s actually anorexia nervosa, so shouldn’t we call it anon 😏

[⭐️vingAna @Anonymousxq2s]

Does anyone else have such a bad fear of being perceived that when ure in conversations u are simply a voice with no body UNTIL you see someone’s eyes shift to another part of your body, or they touch you, then it’s an all out panic realizing they can actually see you #edtwt

[⭐️vingAna @Anonymousxq2s]

I’m so stuck between “I need muscle for this job, otherwise I could get seriously hurt or die” which would not be okay, and “I need to be sick and skinny” but if I get hurt or die from that, it’s okay :L #edrtwt #ricecaketwt

[ellie @ellienxia]

“you attract what you fear” AAAAHHH SKINNY SKINNYY SKINNYY SKINNYYYY SKIIIIINNNNNYYYYY

[‧₊˚ Kelsey * ੈ✩ @kelseyisstrving]

me every time i meet someone new or someone who never got to see me skinny😔

[Scott of eatingtwt 🍖🤍 @gymtar0]

I'VE LOST THIS WEIGHT BEFORE

[⭐️vingAna @Anonymousxq2s]

Therapist did in fact not forget I said anything 😔

[⭐️vingAna @Anonymousxq2s]

Do yall think if I tell my therapist this she’ll forget I ever said anything about my ED 😋 #edrtwt

[⭐️vingAna @Anonymousxq2s]

@starlightsi0 I know I hate this feeling of my lw being invalidated and that I need to strive to be even lower. Like bitch I was borderline dying from malnutrition at bmi 16, I had a resting bpm of 42 STOP INVALIDATING MEEE 😤 ugh people annoy me, I annoy me too tho so it’s ok ig😭

[! ansel ! 💌 obslovetwt edrtwt @anseleats]

i might be a bad person cause when someone talks abt under eating i just get triggered instead of immediately concerned

[✧ ✦ Opal ✧ ✦ @spitandtears111]

Nearly impossible to accept as true

[lunα 🐰❤︎ @soufflace]

scrolling on edtwt makes me very sad sometimes we all deserve more than an empty stomach and days that blend together

[⭐️vingAna @Anonymousxq2s]

@bluestberries I am simply stating that being severely underweight(or even underweight) can be romanticized even when u feel like u’ll drop dead every second of every day. It is all related to how malnourished y are. I was extremely malnourished at BMI16, just as u could have been at BMI12.