ellie

edtwt • 24 • bipolar ii • ana-b/p

[ellie @ellienxia]

unpinning at 99lbs ✨

(giving myself max 3 mos for this or else im gonna jump off)

[ray ˚౨ৎ | edtwt ⋆˙⟡ @sanriowoke]

I hate how I’m skinny but fat. Like I can feel my hip bone so well but why is my stomach so big like stop ragebaiting me it’s not funny anymore

[zara ୨୧ @iluvmycats777]

looking like this would fix me

[ellie @ellienxia]

your irl thinspo being ppl u love, esp friends, sucks bc i love you so much and i want the best of everything for you but my brain cant help but see u as a competition :(((( ihatethissomuch

[nocturne ⚘ @wiltedviolet]

the sheer embarrassment of being fat with small tits just fucking kill me

[sunny 𖾕𖾝꙼ᩚ𛲕𖾟 @suniipilled]

ts can't be real

[ellie @ellienxia]

@repusion so goals

[say (-2/7kg) @repusion]

petit

[Gorda insegura @Gordasiempr3]

Viendo a los otros comer tranquilos, sin culpa porque nunca engordan mientras yo me cago de hambre y aun asi no bajo de peso

[ellie @ellienxia]

“10k steps everyday” “hit ur protein goal” “lift weights” “body recomp” “ do this” “do that”

WHY DO I HAVE TO DO ALL THESE WHEN OTHER PPL R JUST NATURALLY SKINNY :((((((

[maya❦ @happilymayaa]

i’ve lost fuck all i keep fluctuating i’m gonna lose my mind

[ellie @ellienxia]

@Th1nDevotion u tell me babe 😔

[ellie @ellienxia]

hate how other ppl are just naturally skinny while i have to starve myself to death just to be skinny. what did i do wrong for this to be my life

[ellie @ellienxia]

11 11 SKINNY ARMS SKINNY THIGHS CHEST BONES HIP BONES FLAT STOMACH WIDEEE THIGH GAAAAAPPP

[say (-2/7kg) @repusion]

i won’t stop until i look like that

[ellie @ellienxia]

@Th1nDevotion !!! like i constantly have to watch the scale or else it’s hell all over again

[ellie @ellienxia]

@defnening when u have to fast the whole day prior going out w friends ☹️

[madeleine @madetobethin]

oh my god??? i pray for this level of visible change once i reach ugw

[mery 🍒 (-3/41) @shinextwt]

o pior pesadelo pra alguém é ter um grupo de amigas TODAS mais magras

[ellie @ellienxia]

OH GOD IM NEVR GIVING SOMEONE HEAD EVER AGAIN

[frayedknot @fookintentacle]

ilya, reading an article: did you know cum has 5-25 calories in it?

Shane: what?

Ilya: yeah, it says here it depends on the diet-

Shane: oh fuck, I'm going to have to fully revise my meal plan for the season! And you eat everything! It's probably 25 each time!

#hollanov