raya౨ৎ

nurse. anorexic. bc who doesn’t love some great irony. | 28 |5’8 | cw: kms | lw: 130 | RIP Dad♡ 2.11.24 | minors get lost, 18+ only | 25+ lets be friends (◡‿◡✿)

[🍂 @Lovandfear]

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[raya౨ৎ @anorexicating]

nothing pisses me off more than seeing the scale have the gall to go UP after a fast.

[✒️ @Literariium]

— L. V., excerpts from a past life

[Mads @europemaxxed]

that stage in life where nothing makes sense, you ghost everyone, and literally nothing excites you

[໊ @user0000O0]

is there a cure to depression other than a bullet

[raya౨ৎ @anorexicating]

i don’t wanna go to graduation…i have nothing to wear and i’m just going to be preoccupied with looking fat in pictures

[raya౨ৎ @anorexicating]

slightly glad i ran out of ganj so i’m not always fucking starving but goddamn do i hate being sober

[raya౨ৎ @anorexicating]

i’m literally not getting a nursing job until i lose 25 lbs idgaf

[raya౨ৎ @anorexicating]

i hardly care that i’m graduating with my BSN…all i care about is how doing an accelerated program and needing to study all the time (aka needing to eat so i could actually use my brain) made me fucking fat

[raya౨ৎ @anorexicating]

only a week and a half left till graduation then i can go back to starving in peace…priorities

[✒️ @Literariium]

feels like I'm both

[raya౨ৎ @anorexicating]

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