alter_ego

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[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Cuma pengen berterimakasih ke teman-teman sini yang sudah membantu membentuk saya seperti sekarang. Semoga kehidupan kita lebih baik di masa mendatang.
Mohon maaf jika ada salah.
Sampai jumpa lagi di lain waktu dan kesempatan.
*hugs.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Pengen bgt ga shave atau trim facial hair terus-terusan. Capek aja hrs make time. Klo dibiarin dipanggil "Om" . At least masih banyak yg panggil "mas" atau "abang".

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Thank you....

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Hari ini produktifnya cm 4 jam. Parah asli. Efek road trip capek juga. Ga bs nikmati waktu krn ngebut.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Ok lah, diiyain aja. Once in a lifetime juga gpp.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Gila si ditawarin temen road trip bareng aja. Seumur2 ga pernah naik mobil dr Jakarta ke Jogja. Paling ya angkutan umum (kereta atau pesawat).
Yang ditakutkan cm teparnya.
Worth to try?

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Teorinya 8 jam.
Kenyataannya.... Entah..

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Baru datang pagi, tp dah kangen Jogja. Emang beda si magnetnya Jogja.
Sedikit latihan kuat brp lama tinggal di Jakarta untuk bbrp hr ke depan.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Salah satu hal terberat adalah menyadari bahwa orang-orang yang selalu ada di sisi kamu akan selalu ada di dunia ini. The things I learned "Don't take their presence for granted". Sekecil apapun peran mereka di hidup kamu, pasti ada kok.
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I am signing off.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Things aren't quite so bad. Depends on how you look at them.
Just be grateful.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Now I know how it feels "Take ones' presence for granted" .
It's right. You might not have chance to say what you need to say again.
Many loses in the last months.
Sejauh ini berusaha paham, masa setiap orang di dunia ini udah ada ketetapannya.
Thank you for the moments, guys.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Finally I said "no". I know it hurts.
At least I said something instead of keeping it myself.

Yet, I am grateful for the moments.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Mantan nyanyi pk lg ini. Piye jal.
Asli coveran David Cook enak bgt. Kirain cm Mariah Carey yg bs nyanyi lagu yg riff and runs nya kek rollercoaster.

https://t.co/UhLtjwP7BB

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

So calming. I wish I could do this forever.

https://t.co/sz7bBj5hih

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Bukan masalah gw ga mau komitmen. Tp trauma sama yg dl. Gw pasti komit, klo pasangan komit. Tp sayangnya ex pernah cheated. Meski dia ngaku. Kecuali dr awal sama2 bilang open relationship. That's fine by me.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

Entah knp bs segalau ini dideketin ma orang. Pdhal ku tinggal jawab ya atau nggaknya.
Alasan klasik sih. Dia terlalu baik. Dan memang iya.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

I know people will think I am crazy for resisting to have sex with someone as perfect as him.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

I think I should say "let's take it slow" instead of saying "no" .
That a lot less hurtful.
I know physically he's more than perfect. But that's not the only thing I need.

Relationship when involves sex is quite complicated.
We kiss, we hug, we enjoy our moment in bed.

[alter_ego @another_leoness]

I am beginning to think to stop having sex with him unless already been fully committed.
I don't know if it means I need to stop having sex with anybody.
I like him a lot. But don't know about love.