jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋

please find me over at bluesky/insta ☁️

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

hello guys✨
i decided to leave twitter for good.
my acc will remain but i'm not gonna post art here anymore. my main focus will be bluesky and insta from now.

visit my carrd to find me on other platforms:

https://t.co/Rl4jXA2X8b

☁️ find me in my dreams ☁️

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

@Sleixz Hey! I answered you in DMs but I'm not sure if you were able to see it.
Weirdly I didn't get a notification for this qrtwt from Twitter but well.

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

this felt like ripping my heart out. nice.

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

i'm gonna delete ALL of my artworks in here that i can find. my account will still remain but i can't let my illustrations stay in this fuxxing shithole.

[laur ༺♡༻ @grapeleenoot]

“ppl are acting like ai is killing ppl” boy do i have news for you

[r. @soulskive]

unpopular opinion in a lot of your spaces but i think it’s actually very good to unstan & disengage from celebrities who are showing themselves to be morally bankrupt and endorsing products and brands that are actively harming marginalised & oppressed populations across the globe

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

& it hurts that their "biggest voice" doesn't seem to be heard anymore. that ami are turning against each other without giving any space to constructively communicate.
that's not the fandom i came to admire, that wanted to be as good as the seven people they loved in unification.

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

when you have this big of an influence, audience, impact, you know what one single tag or collab can do. they know. tae knew when he collabed with cola, joon knew when he tagged openai.
for me it's not that they need to be flawless, they are human after all.+

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

no, i don't think joon is now writing his lyrics with ai.
no, i don't think that tae wants people in 🍉 to be unalived.
but at some point their carelessness influences people to normalize what shouldn't be. i see it on the timeline everyday.+

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

tells you a lot if i have to come here into this forsaken place again to make room for my feelings haha,,

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

it had me admire them, their strength, their hope for a better world. i came to love them as artists and the part of their personalities they let us in to and with that i tried my hardest to do better myself but now i'm stuck in this strange foggy dim lit room without a way out.

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

i remember when i wasn't army yet but saw the huge positive impact they had and all i learned about them was of the will to become better people and raise their voices against social and political issues. it wasn't always big gestures, but it all resonated with me.

[lux...... again @outofloveeee]

and you can't even engage in serious conversations about the topic within the fandom because they will just tell you to unstan... like woah it must be nice to have the emotional and moral depth of a kids pool

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

finding my own post just now while searching for "bts palestine". it's been over a year since and so many more things happened, i don't know how to deal with this and i feel genuinely torn.

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

if we are your biggest voice, please listen to us
아미가 방탄의 가장 큰 목소리라면 아미의 마를 들어주세요
please educate yourself about palestine
팔레스타인 대해 스스로 교육해요

부탁드립니다 @BTS_twt

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

@frndvmin I DOOOOO

but yknow i mean i wanna listen to the over chrome songs, i really liked those as well! but did the actors rlly do all of the songs???? bc i can't find an ost but tenblank as an artist 🥺
maybe i should dive back into my old j-rock groups bc i'm YEARNING

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

@frndvmin OMG EXACTLY WITH THE YOONGI 😭😭😭😭
like he's kinda detached but then you see just how much he cares and is such a softie. i'd die for him 😞

[jay ☻⁷ find me at 🦋 @anpanjay]

@frndvmin i found myself clutching my heart whenever kazushi looked at akane with longing eyes 😭😭😭😭