i want an “it is well” faith. i want to be able to look at hardship and struggle in the face and stand firm in the truth that God still holds it all. He’s for me. He’s with me. therefore whatever comes, it is well.
I can’t wait for the day that God gives me someone who won’t take me and my feelings for granted, but instead will show me so much love and give me the world.
tomorrow is not promised. so look around and take it all in. these friends. this life. don’t take it for granted. thank God often. tell your friends and family you love them a lot. say yes more. step outside of your comfort zone. you’ve been given this life to live. so go do it.
Me: This is happening bc God is punishing me.
Jesus: This is happening bc I’m protecting you.
Me: This is going to destroy me.
Jesus: This is going to develop you.
Me: This is going to make me fail.
Jesus: This is going to make you find freedom.
Political opinions aside, it breaks my heart to see our society coming to this, where death and rape threats are just being tossed around like it isn’t a serious problem. The devil is working all around and my prayers are with both sides of people in this time:(
Over the last 24 hours pro-abortion people have threatened to kill me, kill my family, rape my wife, rape my daughter, and assault me. They’ve wished death on me, on my children, on all pro lifers. They’ve wished rape on my wife and my daughter.
being wrecked by God is the most beautiful thing. because i know that in looking at all my brokenness, He’s gonna bring something good out of that. He doesn’t leave you broken.