yin according to oxford dictionary:(In Chinese philosophy) the passive principle of the universe, characterized as female and sustaining.(tranny basically)
I'm so fucking lonely, sure I can talk my friends anytime but I want to be held again.Actually I don't remember the last time I was held by someone who loved me for who I was.Sure my and my partner talk about how much we love each other, but I need to be held, loved, cherished.
Yeah of course we talk about how were gonna kiss, hug, touch, and fuck.But it still doesn't make the hollowness go away, and I have tried to see my friends or my partner but every time we try something gets in the way and I fall further into depression and suicidal ideation.