Do not be too desirous to know what people say. If they speak well of you, it might feed into your pride, if they say negative things, then it may stir up your resentment and cause you great disappointment.
Don't isolate yourself.
You've been on locked down but God holds the key. You've got your reasons but He holds your peace.
Balik ka lang kay Lord.
Express yourself. Cry if you must.
He can only heal what you're willing to admit.
Reminder to self:
โI am a work in progress. Iโm still learning things. I may fail but it doesnโt mean Iโm a failure. My heart is secured that His grace will pick me up over and over again.โ
Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you; therefore He will rise up to show you compassion. For the Lord is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for him! Isaiah 30:18