its so heartwarming to me that everyone is coming together for this. the solos, the og directioners, the new directioners, the people who haven’t been on here in years, everyone is coming together to get through this
In a few months, or more, who knows,
—but eventually this place will look relatively normal, people will post memes, we’ll get new pics of our faves, new music, new fan projects… but Liam will still be gone, I can’t process that, I can’t process ‘normal’, I don’t want it
this is so weird bc usually when you’re grieving you have your family/ friends who can comfort you because they are feeling the same as you, but this time, literally no one around you feels the same as you, so it’s like no one can comfort u besides these people across the screen
it’s crazy how people heard the news about liam and moved on with their lives almost immediately, meanwhile i’m stuck in this weird haze where i forget about it for a few minutes and then i remember and it feels like a knife to the chest again
all of our ability to act like nothing happened in front of parents or public should be studied. because I know we're all falling apart the moment we're alone, i definitely am.
The fact that the fandom won't ever be as before is heartbreaking. We won't laugh at old videos we'll tear up, we won't create memes or funny videos it'll all be filled with grieve.
We won't be as before.
Whenever i get the moment of realisation i cry even harder. We're speaking about Liam???? Payno the spoon boy? We won't have more photos of him with the boys, we cannot see old photos and videos of One Direction normally ever again?
Is anyone else just kind of stuck? Sure the world is moving, the weather went from sun to rain and back to sun, people are walking outside, a child is running, neighbours cooking lunch... but I'm still stuck in the moment of hearing that news?? Time just froze??
Each one of them is recalling the old days? Wishing for more time? Wishing things didn't go this path? They're gonna reunite and have looks of guilt and emotions? Wdym