Your mental health is more important then your career, then money, other people’s opinions that event you said you’ll go to.
If taking care of someone else means letting them down then let them down.
Put yourself first.
What’s keeping you alive …?
Can't stand the thought of you getting that call
Dropping your phone, running down the hall
Blaming yourself for when shit hit the wall
And drowning my memory in alcohol.
We aren’t in a good place … I wanted to end my life last night called a help line and told them that, little did I know the police got called and grabbed me and took me to hospital. I’m just so tired of fighting. I’m now at home and got people constantly checking up on me.