Anxious Neurodivergent

It's me, hi, I'm the problem it's me.

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

So, I've been noticing things that might be related to my neurodivergence since I was a kid.

Whether it's #ADHD or #AuDHD remains to be seen.

As usual, I'm going to list them here to keep track of it.

[Workplace Mental Health Resources @Stopworkplacebu]

Unpopular Truth:

Workplace bullying is a inside conflict.

It's not anything you've done or could of done differently to avoid this.

You need to understand it's not your fault.

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

Tired of just surviving.
I want to live again.

[Shruti @heyshrutimishra]

While Europe is responding to heat waves by buying more air conditioners,

China is deploying infrastructure that cools public space at a fraction of the energy cost.

Rooftops across Shanxi province are fitted with mist nozzles that spray droplets fine enough to evaporate before they hit the ground.

They switch on automatically at 35°C and drop surrounding air temperature by 5 to 8°C within minutes. The same system now runs at bus stops in Chongqing, public squares in Beijing and Wuhan.

The technology is not new. Evaporative cooling is textbook thermodynamics. What is new is that a government decided to fund the rollout at city scale before anyone wrote a policy paper about it.

[Doctor @DipshikhaGhosh]

Men remarry at a higher rate than women after divorce because nothing cures their ‘depression’ like installing the next unpaid therapist/maid/emotional support system ASAP. Men are generally happier married because someone else is carrying their entire life. Women are generally happier divorced because they finally stopped drowning in someone else’s incompetence and expectations.

[Outspoken™️ @Out5p0ken]

On March 26, 2026, during a debate on violence against women in Germany’s Bundestag, left-wing MP Kathrin Gebel was repeatedly interrupted by AfD MP Martin Reichardt. She responded:

“Mr. Reichardt, the clitoris has 3,000 nerve endings, and you’re still more sensitive. That’s quite an achievement.”

[zafran | weddingtemplate | takaful @zafranmustafa]

Ex-technician Toyota dan ex-staff Perodua dah buat pengakuan.

Ada ex-mitsuboshi, Hnda dan lain² nak buat pengakuan? 🤐

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

Like, WTF?

Sambil nangis sambil cakap "I don't even know why I'm crying!" 😭😭😭

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

Smlm my hospital called. My new therapist panggil datang introductory session today.

I takde pun cakap benda2 yg berat. Like, we haven't even gotten there yet. Just basically my background and why my psy referred for therapy.

I sampai je parking rumah I terus burst into tears.

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

Sebab kalau hidup pun menyusahkan orang sekeliling je buat apa?

Baik la kalau tak wujud dekat dunia ni. Takdela menyusahkan orang lain.

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

They should've just let my biological father killed me when he wanted to.

Why save me only to break me into pieces slowly over the years?

I tak mintak pun lahir kat dunia ni.

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

Sometimes, sumpah rasa penat sangat nak hidup. Both mentally and physically exhausting.

Terlalu memenatkan.

I wish I can rest forever.

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

I've been binging on vertical c-dramas A LOT.

But the one I just watched... The storyline, the quality, rivals TV dramas wei. When I tell you I bawled at almost every episode! And there were 78 episodes in total!

Ko ghase???

Mampus demam balik gini. 😭😭

[Rafaela @Rafanolua]

Achei que o brinquedo ia roubar a cena… mas o gato entregou TUDO no drama
Essa reação foi digna de tapete vermelho .

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

Meanwhile, Dr lain all have been like.. "you deficient, of course you will feel that way"

Yela, masalahnya I can't be living like this forever?? Help me manage this so I can live a quality life!

Ni keep on dismissing me. Penat la.

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

Very rarely do I get doctors who empathises with my condition/situation.

Semalam pi klinik and explained to the Dr about my nutritional deficiency and she was the 2st doctor ever to ask me how I'm managing life.

She specifically asked...

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

"mcm mana u keluar especially dekat public spaces, crowded spaces?"

Me: saya tak keluar pun Dr. Saya tak larat nak keluar pun. Bila ada masa rehat saya akan rehat/tidur je sebab penat sentiasa.

She looked genuinely kesian kat I while nodding saying "yelah.. Makes sense"

[Adam Grant @AdamMGrant]

The smarter women are, the more hostility they face.

In the U.S. & China, the higher women’s IQs, the less they're liked—and the more they’re undermined by coworkers. Men pay no price for being bright.

It's long past time to recognize female intellect as an asset, not a threat.

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

Terima kasih akak Honda City merah.

Malam td kaki sakit sampai tak boleh nak pijak.

Dah desperate sangat semalam sbb terlalu sakit, sapu magnesium oil. Alhamdulillah pagi ni kurang sikit.

Tapi still kena tampal my flurbiprofen patch or I will be limping then lg sakit nnt.

[Anxious Neurodivergent @AnxiousQuill]

To the car owner of that red Honda City.

Semoga dipersusahkan segala urusan anda. Semoga trafik light semua merah tak hijau2. Semoga baki dlm tng sentiasa kosong. Semoga mana2 awak pergi parking susah jumpa. Kalau ada pun nanti org sailang gak.