Formerly @/anarock. Struggling with an ED, anxiety and PCOS . I am the fattest person alive. I pretty much like alkaline trio, AFI, Pokémon and alcohol.
The lady in front of me on the bus is drinking vodka out of a coke bottle and the smell is triggering me. I was going to try to stay sober this weekend but...
I cant take the mini pill because you have to take it at the same time every day and I'll NEVER remember. Also...don't want anything implanted in me 😫😫 I don't want my fiance to have to get a vasectomy.
Also normally I work 44hrs a week and this week it was 55. Completely alone and nonstop. Definately mistakes were made. Maybe my company shouldn't have let my co worker go on holiday during our busiest week of the year.
Going downhill fast. BED caught up to me again. DR wanted to give me Vyvanse but I need to see a psych first because....bulimia. I just need help and that's going to take months.