something similar happened to me when i was in jp
i had been in line for a festival event since 8 am on my feet till 12 w out any food or water
also had been carrying my lugagge bc i had to switch hotels
when i was buying food and going to the washroom
i can hear a loud high--
from loitering
(im pushing 30 btw so idk why the device was supper effective on me)
not sure if the fact i was tired sleep deprived and hungry and thirsty had anything to do w it
pitch sound
that id have to close my ears
but no one else seems bothered
i was also running on 3 hrs of sleep
i rly thought i had gotten crazy and was experiencing audiotry hallucination...
until a week later i found out they like to install that at places to deter youngins
15 16 and 17 are here! time to resume reading bp!
the only minus is i have to wait quite a long time for the en release
but its worth reading them on paper
I often draw out my feelings, my frustration, sadness, anxiety all of it
But also im scared of people seeing them
And the only impact i wish it has on the ppl who sees it is to know that theyre not alone
I never went to uni but i went to a 1yr art college program
And man i wouldnt trade that exp for anything
The teachers, clasmates, and lessons were amazing
I know im rly lucky in that sense bc ive heard abt tons of horrible art schoole exp
the lyric in gunjou "i draw because i dont have any confidence" is how i feel
things like confidence, feeling tranquil, friendship, happiness, etc all of those i get from drawing
why wouldnt i do it consistently?
ive had several ppl (who draws and chose art for a living) asks me "how can i be as consistent as you"
and my response was "its easy to be consistent in something you like, MY question is, is this actually something you like?"
gunjou will forever be a special song for me
its such a shame that wasnt BP's official OP song
it captured yatora's longing hope and frustration so fucking well