he promised me so much. he promised he would stay by my side and love me. i want to grow old with him, to start a family and have grey hairs. iβm afraid heβs been hurt, or worse. but i canβt even cry. i canβt believe it. he has to be okay. because he promised. i miss him.
i want to write but cant seem to figure out where to start, will you be patient for me? i just need a bit of time to think. i need to understand myself a bit more.