i know its wrong to just avoid dealing with these questions, but i quite can't control myself. i knew that depression has come to me again, just like every damn each time.
it has been a while since i had this feeling before, hard to describe it, it's weird. i want a knife to stab me so desperately. though i know every time i see the scars I'll feel sorry for myself, still i do it. I'm such a coward.
@gxiao4@liy547@__Inty__ this has nothing to do with how many people are backing the party and Xi, it's completely different questions. and i don't see anyone who is "worrying", it's hilarious.
@gxiao4@liy547@__Inty__ my hometown is under the attack of covid–19 too, but they haven't been doing the nucleus acid tests for couple of days. i guess that's a good sign right? every one tumbles and so develops. be nice.
@gxiao4@liy547@__Inty__ wow, easy girl. yes, they're protesting, and they have right to do it even according to the Constitution. but I'm not sure do u know what are they saying exactly and what people they are indeed.
@gxiao4@liy547@__Inty__ i don't know whether u're a Chinese or not, do u have any idea or history commonsense how the communism fight for us. i bet if weren't them, we won't lead a relatively prosperous life like nowadays. they do make mistakes, but they know how to reflect.
@gxiao4@liy547@__Inty__ they have every right to voice themselves and there're ways for them, but the approach they choose is not only inappropriate but also aggressive. in short, they've crossed the line.
@valentinesepi@__Inty__ tell me what causes death then? the viruses or the policy? I'm sure there is no such country in the world which carry on policies well without any sacrifice, I don't mean death should be sacrifice, but somehow, while the policy is carrying on, death is inevitable.