@Tesielei i get too serious and melodramatic and whiney and jus generally turn into bad company and these tweets are roving that, it seems.. I'M SOOO PATHETIC‼️⚡️🔥
the instant i get sober i start wanting to act like the insufferable prick i always was to anyone that showed me attention. I can keep drinking, like, np it's just that i wish i could be likeable without needing it
like when i get impulses i can, now, very clearly say "no, don't do it", but those are all things i used to do on a regular basis when i wasn't drinking. And when i'm drunk i don't even have these impulses on the first place so the choice is obvious, i'm just a better persondrunk