haleigh

welcome to my crash out

[haleigh @apocascal]

alexa play traitor by olivia rodrigo

[haleigh @apocascal]

literally putting your all your time into a job and becoming friends with your coworkers only to get fired like you’re nothing

[haleigh @apocascal]

the relief of finally being diagnosed with something (bpd) so you can get proper help vs the anger knowing i’m fucked up for life because of someone else’s actions

[haleigh @apocascal]

is it normal to try and pinpoint what my bf likes so i can change myself to be worthy enough to be his gf or is that my bpd talking

[(*´ω`*) @4lsk3t]

i'm genuinely at the lowest point of my life ever since the start of the year. i don't know how i'll pull through the year.

[haleigh @apocascal]

dissociation that includes memory loss is wild cause why do i have no recollection of certain things

[haleigh @apocascal]

my coworker told me that i needed to learn how to be a bitch, and yk what, she might’ve been on to something

[haleigh @apocascal]

like genuinely, how do i explain to people that i’m not stupid or incompetent, my anxiety just fucks with my brain in a way that doesn’t even make fucking sense

[haleigh @apocascal]

does anyone else’s anxiety make you forget the smallest shit and ask dumbass questions regarding said small shit

[haleigh @apocascal]

YOU SHIT TALKED ME UNDER THE TABLE, TALKING RINGS AND TALKING CRADLES, I WISH I COULD UNRECALL HOW WE ALMSOT HAD IT ALL

[haleigh @apocascal]

the tensions between me and a two weeks notice

[haleigh @apocascal]

today is the day to match the officers tone over the radio. attitude and all mf

[haleigh @apocascal]

what is it with janitor ai llm and the bots slamming their hand on a table

[haleigh @apocascal]

i know my depression hits an all time low when i realize i can’t remember the last time i showered & my hair is matted

[haleigh @apocascal]

i wish janitor ai would give us an update or smth like what is going on 😭

[haleigh @apocascal]

yall i’m not ready to see joel die tonight

[haleigh @apocascal]

what the fuck is wrong with janitor ai bro

[haleigh @apocascal]

i did not know a single moment of peace through the entirety of a thousand boy kisses

[haleigh @apocascal]

watch janitor ai come back the minute i fall asleep

[haleigh @apocascal]

janitor ai give us an update im begging

[haleigh @apocascal]

every time i hear my voice on video, i get so shocked because why the fuck southern accent so heavy