not a poet

not a poet but poetic still

[not a poet @apoetique]

whenever i feel sad i get chills that travel through my entire body. i actually *feel* the sadness

[not a poet @apoetique]

none of this was fair

[not a poet @apoetique]

@illhueminati #illhueminati

[not a poet @apoetique]

embrace the softness

[not a poet @apoetique]

every time she tells me she loves me it's days that go by before i can breathe again

[zephyr @hurlwinds]

you grabbed a bottle out of the liquor cabinet

"trying to drown the butterflies?" I asked.

"just giving em a swimming lesson" you replied.

[not a poet @apoetique]

every time i go back i think about where's home and i know it's with you

[not a poet @apoetique]

fuck, i know it

[not a poet @apoetique]

i hope we'll meet again with better circumstances because i know we'll make it

[not a poet @apoetique]

for three days time froze for us; at least it was on our side every time we shared a breath

[not a poet @apoetique]

man, i got excited for us but the universe tricked us

[not a poet @apoetique]

if i could feel this much with so little, i can't begin to picture how it would be when it's you and me and no time

[not a poet @apoetique]

and just grow old with you

[not a poet @apoetique]

fuck, and raise a kid with you

[not a poet @apoetique]

hell, maybe even marrying you

[not a poet @apoetique]

preparing meals for you

[not a poet @apoetique]

walking the dog for you

[not a poet @apoetique]

sharing a flat with you

[not a poet @apoetique]

everything was intense, i could picture my life with you

[not a poet @apoetique]

a future me in front of an outdated map pointing to a city i once lived in : there. i got lost there. i'm trying to find myself still.