no, the dark elf necromancer oppressing the townsfolk does not βmake a good pointβ she just had a nice ass and smiles at you sometimes. please lock in i am begging you
need to be surrounded by constant creative noises 24/7. not in the best environment but its mostly a battle within my mind to create cause i do believe its my purpose. dont know if that makes any sense. im losing touch of reality a little bit. its like 3 am πͺ. ignore me
kinda depressed and happy weirdly enoughπ. suffering is art. its still hard to do things which is annoying. not a fan of ssris at the moment tbhπ
thinking about getting rid of my computer and replacing it with a laptop. computers are overrated and inefficient. i think sitting on the floor is the best way to do stuff sometimes. also the convenience of being in nature.
today was grim tbh. im super lost and a little scared. happy so happy tho. i believe self improvement comes from some sort of self destruction. this experience will be helpful in the future. if i become crazy or insane thats completely fine too